“I’m going to be happy. I’m going to skip. I’m going to be glad. I’m going to smile a lot. I’m going to be easy. I’m going to count my blessings. I’m going to look for reasons to feel good. I’m going to dig up positive things from the past. I’m going to look for positive things where I stand. I’m going to look for positive things in the future. It is my natural state to be a happy person. It’s natural for me to love and to laugh. This is what is most natural for me. I am a happy person!”—Abraham (via 5gratefulthings)
Back against the wall the with my opponent charging at me with full force. By the way my feet is in quick sand so I’m sinking in my attempt to get out of harms way. This represents the current position I’m in my opponent is life the wall is the end of the cliff and the quick sand represents all of my troubles hitting me all at once right now. Troubles stemming from grades, finances to family health& uncertainty of life’s current position.
If I’m speaking to a girl more than 18 months younger then Me 9/10 times I’m looking for something specific. I give them chances at the beginning but the age gap in between us is strenuous. Too old for the childish antics being displayed,I’m so smooth it sound like game. But a young girl is fun but as far as anything serious read the title but there are exceptions….. Just saying
The easiest thing to do is to Scream sometimes but if you do it people will call you crazy, it’s hard to keep everything bottled up, sometimes I just want to scream, shout, yell then bust out into laughter to cope with the pain I go through, but that’s just me though
I am at point in my life where I am just making it by, smh at the effort I dish out because I can have so much more, but something in me wont allow that to happen. I figured it out its called FEAR. The fear to be successful when you have been surrounded by failures or personal failure all your life. Getting to a point where I push people away for being too close to me because I dont feel like they need to hear my stories. My grades are manageable, but yet I strive for excellence, I am a growing leader to my peers. Take care of my needs and look out for my wants. Started to work back out again Insanity workouts are really putting in the good effects on my body. Financially stable, but have an opportunity to really flourish, but FEAR keeps coming back up. I ask myself what am I afraid of?????? I have yet to answer that question
Its funny how we go about our business knowing that there is someone else that we have behind closed doors, but yet when were around each other we speak of the things that are going on with us without mentioning that “someone else”. Its sad but funny, but why is that? Could it be that the “someone else” isn’t important? Or the mere fact of potentially losing the other half if its said that you have officially moved on. hmm I fail to understand this, because we dont go out but yet we still have emotional, and physical ties to one another. But I rather you tell me then letting me find out in this nature. There is no room to be remorseful over the situation when in fact i have had my fair share of others. But i guess when you realized that you have officially been replaced or your once labeled other half has finally removed herself and moved on it makes you a little sad. I am more then just a half I am full, but now reluctant to ever give more then a quarter of me away until my “someone else” comes calling and fixing me back into shape. But this is my farewell letter to good times and us, what we had can never be duplicated but once its done its done give thanks to “someone else” and hope they make you happy and I find my “someone else” who I will love and cherish
I remember growing up my father and I relationship was terrible. We had many battles growing up and I lowkey hated him. I have always been told my attitude resembles him, but I
Never gave into the notion of us being similar. I won’t explain the details of our relationship then, but it has gotten better. I’m now on the eve of 23 but since I was about 18 we have had our ups and downs. But I thank him for standing next to me during the trials. I do love him but I guess I’m too stubborn to tell him sometimes. I guess it’s because I want to be better then him. But I do appreciate him and have a lot of love and understand there is a lot of people who would die for the opportunity of still having there fathers in there lives. Happy Fathers Day